10.05.2004

AM Porn Fest

So weird...every morning, I get up about a half hour after the mister. I get dressed, take jr to school, etc. Whenever I make it back home, and run Winamp, for music...there's always some porn clips queued up. Like, the mister gets up deliberately a half hour before me every single morning so he can watch "hot double creampie" and "french teen slut getting gangbanged" action. I sorta wonder why. Not like he doesn't get hot and cold running pussy whenever he fucking wants it. Sometimes, he gets out of bed, to watch porn, right after getting some. And he's so covert about it, if I get up early, boom the window gets closed, and weather.com pops up. Little does he know, his lists always hang around, after he closes the window, so every single morning, I get to see what he's been beating off to in the wee hours.

It's so bizarre. It's almost like a compulsion. When I say every morning, I mean it, every single morning. This morning, I had to close it out, to get this music playing, and I got up SUPER early, today. Once or twice it was sorta cute like, "ooh, someone's been misbehaving..." but every morning? He's a grown man. With real live, warm, bouncy, willing girl, right in bed next to him. I haven't said anything yet, but it's starting to bug me. One morning it will piss me off enough to bring it up.

That should be entertaining.
[Listening to: A.D.I.-Horror Of It All - Anthrax - (7:48)]

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

You might want to add that to your list of "things that must change." A porn addict is never going to treat his wife right.

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Adam said...

Oh come on. Get up a half hour early tomorrow and sneak in to confront him.

I don't know if it will help you at all, but it will make for some fun reading for all of us. :D

Lili said...

Yeah, the porn thing, meh, doesn't bother me. Porn is porn, whatever.

The secretive stuff (and the fact that it's every single morning, I guess...that strikes me as odd) is what gets to me.

I might bring it up, we'll see how I feel about it tomorrow.

Thomas said...

This is going to sound harsh, but maybe he wants a chance at release without the collateral "costs" involved. While my wife isn't as "ready to go" as you are, I know there is a cost for each moment of intimacy no mater how insatiable your partner is. A tit-for-tat arrangement, or titfuck-for-tat in this scenario. Granted, if I had my way, sex would be 3 times a day, every day, until I die a happy, happy man.

Sometimes, solo sex is the only thing you can count on to have no strings attached... Unless you use string... Which doesn't really sound arousing, but I'm not a stringophilliac.

Anonymous said...

You still need to work on your vocab, Tim.

Yeah, addicted to porn. Tim, you might want to try these websites if you're having trouble with it, especially if you find John Kerry arousing. http://search.looksmart.com/p/browse/us1/us317916/us65573/us136007/us219989/us280589/

Alternatively, glue a roofing shingle to your palm.

Ally said...

I fucking hated that shit when my ex did that. It was so demeaning, like he had to look at porn to get off with me or something.

He had a total double standard. I couldnt possibly be interested in porn because I was the innocent girl.

The worst was when he'd watch something and come after me. Like, it wasnt an experience we were sharing. And he would watch it all the fucking time. All the time. I would open up the phone bill and find all this shit he'd charged to it because we didnt have credit cards.

I hate porn to this day and I cant be with someone that watches it with any kind of regularity.