8.02.2004

That

That took me two hours to write, down there. I slept like the dead, afterwards, though. It wasn't some confession, or message to the world, it was what I do with this blog, which is try to align my own thoughts and record my feelings about shit.

1 comment:

Adam said...

I thought it was an excellent post. Don't apologize for what you feel or what you write here to anyone, ever. This is your little spot of the web. We're all privelidged to simply have this insight.

And it sounds like you made a transition with your "diet". Once you realize you are motivated to eat better for your health and your mind instead of just to lose weight, it gets much easier.

I've recently started doing that myself. One day I woke up and realized that the 6'2", 240lb guy in the mirror wasn't the same 6'2" 240lb guy that played football in college. The muscles on my chest and shoulders went and turned themselves into a beer belly around my waist when I wasn't looking. It's amazing how that happens as we get older.

But the bottom line is that it sounds like you are happy with yourself, and that's all you need to get started. I'm sure you'll be fine no matter how it goes.